i dont know what to say. i really dont.
i shouldnt anw. i mean wads the point now.
i think she's angry. im so sorry)):

sighh, it sucks when ur closest frens could do nothing abt it. cause they dont know or dont caree.
sometimes i wonder if we will go thru hardships together.
now im starting to believe wad my parents used to say to me, boy rem
"some frens, when u laugh, they'll laugh with you, but when u cry, they'll not cry with you"
but i know one thing that will always be there. my Family(:

And You, YES YOUU! you were the only one i could tell. and wad u did was priceless. and i love you for that. thank you sh.

Fuad, you fucking stupid fuckhead who sometimes dont deserve to step on this God given earth.
i'll try to dissapear for awhile. but i doubt i can with you in my head everyday.
Oh God can you pls guide me thru the right path and is this girl the right one for me?
i want it to be. i really do.
ILY, and u dont know it. oh well:/

and i thought today would be a nice day.
bye people.